Sunday, June 6, 2010

On a Hill Far Away

A sense of loneliness is what came across me, as a reader, of the little boy’s character. Belonging to a devoted Christian family, the boy was raised in the Lord’s presence. His father and mother had leaded him His path throughout his life, and even a sign on their property read “CHRIST THE LORD IN OUR SALVATION”. Although this companionship must have been enough to ride his solitary ways, the boy in fact was very solitary. As an only child, he lived “on the hilltop” surrounded by “horses” and a “foal”, as far as “120 miles” from the nearest Christian church. When the speaker met him at the barbed wire, the boy kept arousing conversation to avoid her departure. Every time she would mention “I have to go”, he would commence a new topic in order to prolong her stay. This behavior just proves this little boy’s loneliness. Contrary to what we’d like to think, the company of God, although magnificent to have, isn’t our only need. Of course we need Him to provide us the proper guides to life; however, in His abstractness, we require of someone more concrete with whom we’re able to converse, play and hug. As the speaker noticed, “the accustomed gesture of his lips resembled that of a person trying not to cry”. The boy is lonely, so “miserably” lonely. Though he has God and his family by his side, he has no one else, and this makes him sad.

2 comments:

  1. So I wonder if Dillard is suggesting that God in this case, or for this boy, is not enough? Does she pity him and his family for their beliefs? Or is she just sympathetic to his lonliness?

    And what about that fence separating them? I feel it's more than just a fence.

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  2. I don't precisely think Dillard pities the family for their beliefs, but respects them. However, I do think she's sympathetic of the boy. She notices his misery and wishes to point it out in her writing by describing his face, his lips, his eyes.

    The fence is the only barrier the child has from outsiders. It physically separates him from the rest in an enclosed farm on the hilltop. This geographical isolation emphasizes the boy's loneliness. As much as he feels solitary in the inside, due to the lack of relationships with others, he feels solitary in the outside, since he can hardly interact with others. All this entraps the child in his own self to highlight the meanings of loneliness.

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